Yes Perth is a bit of problem as it is literally so far on the other side of the country. My H's family live down south from Perth but we haven't been there in many many years. I know what you mean by coming home at night it is creepy even with our beloved furry babies waiting.
The pain in your heart will ease as time goes on but it will always come back from time to time and we just have to keep finding the strength to get through those patches.
I am so surprised that as a nurse you are unable to get steady work, I thought nurses were in great demand, are there any permanent nursing jobs you could apply for as well not just agency work, not that I know a lot about the nursing profession.
You also have to try really hard Nell to remove the thoughts of the OW from your head, you can't let that person drag you down you are a far better person with star qualities and they are not worth sacrificing your inner happiness for.
Take your time when you go out enjoy and savour your time in the fresh air. I hope your friend can meet you for lunch that will be good for your spirit. Life is full of uncertainties for everyone everyday, so don't worry about what you can't change or control just worry about what you can change that is all that matters at the moment.
