Nice posts from both of you. I will have to respond to this last one from Corri tomorrow, since I want to read it again when I'm fresh tomorrow. It's 10:30pm here.
the wife and I met today and talked about the living situation. She started by mentioning my coming back, but we both know that's not a good idea, so I will be looking at apartments this weekend. The conversation was good, and we also agreed that I need to find a regular schedule with our 3 year old daughter. The 15 year old is dealt with, but the younger one stays with the wife, and my avoiding my wife means that I avoid the daughter, and I know that's not right, so I have to figure out a schedule to spend time with her.
We're still at that place: she needs to know she can trust me, and I need to know she's serious about having a sex life with me, and I don't think she's ever been serious, trust or no trust. I sent her a joke CNN article today about how researchers have found a link between fellatio and reduction in breast cancer, and she just gave a look of disgust. ANYTHING about sex just seems objectionable to her. She can't even LAUGH about it!
Oh well, goodnight. Wish I had a nice warm body to lay next to. I want a responsive partner so badly.