I really do know what it must have felt like being there at the movies on your own - I once went to the theatre in London on my own - huge crowds, families, groups, couples .... and you are the single one. I was still very much with H at that time but I found myself in London for work purposes and wanted to milk my time for all it was worth! At the time I considered it a 'grown up' thing to be doing - never considered for one minute that it may become the 'norm' for me when H walked away :o( I guess the difference for me was that H had also encouraged me to go see the show and so I kind of felt that he was there with me anyhow - nevertheless, it takes a lot of effort to even get your bottom in that seat. You feel so conspicuous but the truth is, no-one probably even noticed.
Anyhow, you survived and whilst your H's reaction may not have been what you wanted or expected, that showed him that you can and will do things on your own - even knowing that it was something that you have previously said that you could not do. Today, you must wallow in that victory and continue to congratulate yourself!
Now then, for you, lots of things to look forward to on Hump Day. S on his way home and the new townhouse waiting for you on Friday ... I presume that you will be taking the day off from work? The weekend will undoubtedly be getting yourself sorted so have you anything else that's good lined up - some 'you' stuff??
Off to update my post.... talk later.
WAH 43; W 47 M 16; T 17 Cats 15 & 6 Bomb 27/05/09 ow 28/06/09
"It is only on the darkest night that we see the stars"
