Just rambling a little. Doing ok , had my heart skip a beat last night tho. He checked my profile. No contact, but he did look at it. I closed my browser and just decided to stay away from the computer. No I havent looked today. I am SOOOO glad I took all the mushy I dont want to lose him stuff off there tho. At first I wasnt, because how would he know how I felt, then I rethought it and realized, if I dont know what he's thinking, why should I let him know what I'm thinking. Yes I know immature. I decided Im allowed today.
So while it isnt contact, he "looked in my direction". Somehow that makes me feel better and ..kinda makes me angry too. I will have to think about why it makes me mad tho and get back to you on it.
I decided not to log onto my profile today and maybe for the next day or 2, I dont have THAT much going on that I can't miss it. Not sure if thats a good idea or not, but I have decided thats what Im going to do.
