It's running toward the end of my day out here (10pm), so I thought I'd break from work to see if there were any posts. Nice to see the sensitive thoughts from both of you. I am interested in the apparent fact that Jo and I are in a parallel situation. I've been separated 3 weeks, and am forcing this separation becuase the old ways didn't work, and she needs to be forced to DEAL with her stuff for once, without my presence to affect her.
She and I had a couple nice talks today at the office, and were in a couple meetings together. All was fine, but no new ground was broken either.We are having lunch tomorrow to talk about my living situation, or lack of it. I do need a place to just crash. My mom, who lives nearby, keeps saying that I should move in with her, because to her this will surely just last a couple weeks! I tell her nicely that I must get my own pad, thank you. I just bought a book on the rise/fall of the Roman Empire that I can't wait to read, but I have no time or place to do it. I miss my reading time.
Sometimes I look at my wife, and I see just a friend, and other times I see a lover. Don't know if there's any significance to that. Also, women seem to be starting to come out of the woodwork who are *interested* in me. I am a decent looking man, and a lot of these women know me and how I am as a husband. I must say it it might become very tempting for me to get into something with one of them. What do I do, from a woman's point of view?? This could be a serious dilemma for me.
In a meeting today at the office, two co-workers said to me that I'm showing strain. I thought I was keeping a good attitude, but they said the stress of work is starting to show. A testiness. Let's just say that I'm starting to fray around the edges. So, I am gonna shut down my PC and try to get some decent sleep tonight. I'm about to drop from exhaustion.
