Mac - Hugs to you and your W...I have enjoyed seeing your updates though I have been absent the last couple of days - Needed a breather smile

I am sorry my namesake isn't playing very nice wink

I will always consider you my friend....
That won't change...

We have been down a horrible road (all of us have) and I find strength in the people I have met along this road (That includes you)...

You are in my prayers my friend smile

Wifey - Thank you...

Squashed is right and I am hoping that one day I can do that all day long when the "bad" feelings start seeping into my head...

Since that last conversation, he hasn't spoken to me...

Then of course the guilt/worry/fear starts and I have to squash those feelings down as well...

I wish so bad I could stop second guessing myself at every turn but I haven't quite figured out how to do that yet...

So I pray - A LOT...

I will say this - Regardless of how I am feeling on any given day, I am proud of who I am at this point in time smile

May All Who Seek To Take My Life
Be Put To Shame And Confusion;
May All Who Desire My Ruin
Be Turned Back In Disgrace.
~Psalm 40:14~