So I tried to call H last night to tell him that the son of a friend of his passed away. I could tell he "ignored" my call because it rang twice and went into vm. I tried him again a few minutes later and his phone was off. Which leads me to believe he was with OW. He called me this morning, again it was a cordial conversation. Sometimes I feel like I am overanalyzing what he says, but I can't help it! I am looking for any positive signs. Maybe I am just grasping for anything. But the kid that passed took his own life and he was 15. So I said to H, what do you know about life at 15 that could convince you to take your own life? Then my H made the comment, "I don't know much about life at 30". So I wonder what that meant? Do you think he is confused??