Oddly, I find the only thing that allows me to detach at times is being angry at W. The problem is, I don't want to stay angry as I am not that type of person. As soon as my anger resides, I am back to wishing things weren't the way they are.

I know what you are saying,

Kevin

Me 36, W 37
M: 08/02/97
D13, D9
1st Bomb 02/08
Reconciled 04/08
2nd Bomb: 09/08
W filed for D 02/04/09
Separated 03/09
D dismissed 06/09/09
Still separated...