Divorce not busted 3

[Orich]

I broke a carnal DB rule today, but I think ultimately it will help me detach. I took the boys to the aquarium today ( by the way, scifigirl, the plans with theboys isn't entirely out of the norm, but I have to admit I thought about how it might look to w). Anyway, we used to take the boys there all the time. I texted her that the boys were having fun, but it wasn't the same without her, and I missed her being there. Of course, the text back was that she was glad the boys were having fun. Here's where I mixed up hope and expectation. I hoped for a positive reply, but didn't expect one, but was disapponted anyway. I know I shouldn't have done it. However, I got a bit angry as well as sad, and I am trying to use the anger to help detach. I love her, but I don't like her right now.