It's automatic when you feel it

[Cinco]

Everyone this is BIG news. My A's were revealed in MC yesterday. The good news is my W wants to move past this and keep working on us.

As many of you have told me before... she knew all along or at least suspected something. W was the one to bring it up in MC. For us to move forward and really open ourselves to each other she had to know. It felt awful telling about it but at the same time lifted a weight off of us.

The best part is that she still loves me. My worst fear was losing her if it ever came out. I know now that there is hope to continue on our path of building a wonderful marriage. She expressed that she wants this now.

Cinco