Some times on some days this hurts so much I just want to give up and walk away to make the hurt stop. Then I think of what I did to her. Then as I'm typing this I think I'm just being whiny and selfish. Hard to know which way is up. I would think I'd be stronger by now.
AKA: "Ben the school teacher" --- Me:45, W:41 | Ds:10,12&14 | M:18, T:20 Me: MLC+PA+WAS+Separated 10/08 My Request to Reconcile Denied 7/09 W w/OM 6/09-11/09
