UPSIDE DOWN and struggling badly.

[Eskimo Nell]

The problems of working from home, eh JCJ?!! I love it. Mind you, any work for me would be great right now - as long as it pays enough to keep H off my back! I love working from home actually, when I get the opportunity but I know what you mean about self-discipline - it can be a struggle sometimes.

Women tend to get more attached to their homes, I believe. H doesn't seem to be missing it at all but then we have had such trouble since building and both of us have become disenchanted with the place. Trouble is, having left for the month of June and now the threat hanging over me of losing it, I want it that much more. Typical Cancerian, eh?

I'm not that convinced about your WAH. If you have no kids and he is living with OW - why is he still contacting you .. good for you that he is but what's his message?? Mmmm.....
yes, reassuring indeed, other than my H goes totally dark on me from Thurs to Tues when OW is about and even when she's gone (or he's back in town), his 'loyalty' remains with the tramp and not with me. That's how he is - black or white. It's also why I don't think that I have any chance of DB'ing working for me. In his mind, he's long gone and will never return - he's told me that - the M is dead as far as he is concerned. He can't see why I am hanging on as long as I have, never mind any longer! Mind you, it must be a thorn in his side having to financially support me whilst all he wants is the money to go off enjoy himself in his new life ... too bad.

Maple - great name! Typical behaviour of a cat and wouldn't she make a great DB'er with that attitude?!!

Don't feel very calm tonight - was all tucked in and settled to go to sleep after my nightly Horlicks when I had a panic and had to get up to check emails. I couldn't fight it and now I'm wide awake - no email but that's probably just as well or I could be as angry as I was earlier!

Ah, I might have a pool (which I always longed to have) but it's the old addage of "be careful what you wish for" isn't it? Just as I get used to it, it's all teetering on a knife edge ...

Are you at that project yet?!!