I am seeing xh for who he has become and who he was but chose not to deal with. 2 1/2 years later I have grown and changed and dealt with so much. He has stayed in the same place... and gone even further down.
This has brought me healing that I never could have imagined. Things that were deeply embedded in me as well... hurts that I knew but couldn't work through.. but was forced to in this pain.
Just wonder where I will be next August..
M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06 Moved out 3/12/07 D final 7/30/2008 finding myself again
