Lol, it is quite idyllic. Yup, good ol' paranoia and that I am not working hard enough on my project. I actually need someone to tell me to get my eyes down and work sometimes as I have no one to do that as I work on my own.
We have no children either and now not a house. Not that the house was actually a helpful factor in my sitch apart from the selling process that helped us bond to this point, even though I held onto that house for so long in my heart. My h lives with his ow now also and it still has not stopped him contacting me. That is meant to reassure us both
Maple harrumphed back. She is not into purring - that would be giving away far too much affection and be far too friendly. She merely acknowledges others presence on her terms
I know I keep saying this but you will be fine. Just work on keeping that calm and cool.
