Feeling positive about me which is the best feeling. I know that I’ve changed loads for the better since my H left, I look better, I act better, I’m more honest and open, I do more interesting stuff and I don’t smoke. I don’t cling to the past and whine about what could have been and I’ve allowed my kids to grow up into fantastic people who are discovering their own way in the world. They know I’m there when needed. My H has noticed of that I’m sure, but don’t think he act on any of it, that’s his loss. That’s really out of my hands and therefore something I can’t worry about.
The door will always be open to discuss reconciliation if he so wishes; friendship is another matter. Not sure that mine and his idea of friendship are the same, friendship just on his terms when he wants it is not good enough for me. Had enough of crumps. Continue to love from afar though, not letting that go just yet.
Cas, JCJ, Sandrerika and Co welcome to my fabulous world – join in it’s great. Chin up girls best foot forward
