I am tying to do things for me. I'm fact, since I am off this week, I am doing something almost every night. Tonight I am writing this from our tent in the backyard with my older son. It brings back some memories that make me kinda sad; w and I spent our first few summers together camping a lot. She is nit out here with us tonight. Just as well. Movies tomorrow night, party Wednesday night, spiritual direction session Thursday night. Each day, some sort of trip with the boys. See what you make of this: when w was off with the boys she said she was tired by the end. When I suggested that the boys go to daycare for one day while I was off, she flew off thehandle. Why should you get a day off whith them, I didn't get one. Strange. Still little communication. And of course, much of what I am doing now is all wrong according to her. At one point I tried a huge "as if". I started talking about my day in detail. After about 10 mm-hmms later, she completely stopped answering at all. She had no interest in what I had to say.
Me-40 W-41 Together-10 M-8 S-6 S-4 Bomb 5/08 Bomb 10/08 Thought things were better, was wrong. Still living together Wife doesn't think she will ever love me again.
