Sorry Coach, but tonight ended like all the others. Separate bedrooms.
W came home from her cake decorating class. She was really excited about the cake she decorated. She finished decorating her cake at home (apparently she forgot to do some of the steps she was supposed to do at home befor the class), and she constantly asked me questions about how the cake looked and how she was doing. I complimented her work and told her it looked great. I asked questions about her class and really showed interest. It is pretty cool to see her having fun with this. I'm glad that makes her happy.
Each night we seem to creep a little closer to what our MR (at least the dialog part) should always have been. She seems to trust me and be interested in seeing me and talking to me. Not sure when she will cross the imagineable line in our R or what will prompt that. But, all I can do is keep working on me and that might keep her trust in me growing - I think it will. We will just have to see where this goes and how long it will take.
I'm not down tonight (and come to think of it, haven't been for a while). Maybe a little impatience working on me tonight. Nothing I can't handle. I just know its there.
Anyway, tomorrow, back to leading my M out of limboland and back to reconciliation.
