Gotta say, you're still the same Jimbo! I had a good chuckle at the end of your message ... always analyzing ... that's my boy!

So sorry to hear you're still grieving, m'friend. If it weren't for our DA spouses, we wouldn't have to feel these horrible emotions. I kind-of seem to remember (maybe I'm wrong) that you don't have much faith in God, so it doesn't become me to say that you might try to ask for direction. I only say that because that's what I've been doing these past few days. And, I'm still praying.

peace,
poet