UPSIDE DOWN and struggling badly.

[Eskimo Nell]

Hi Oz
Yes, I'm here. Sorry, just replying to the other posters ... it's all so good when people take the time and I do like to give a personal answer rather than a 'group' platitude!

Thanks for your words today ... I know that I have another post from you so I will answer that one next. I think that to know I am going through what everyone else is/has, validates my feelings and makes me realise that I am not going mad. I also think that doing my 'homework' from my C made me bring up stuff that I was not ready to, without support. I should have done it next weekend instead of being the swotty student that I am and now I have to deal with those feelings until I see her next Monday! It's all very negative stuff. Thing is, I am enjoying it ... it's like routing out the dirt that has been sitting there for so many years - I never want it to end - it's so cleansing and in so, I know that I will be healing, if that makes sense to you??

I do like the suggestion of going to the ocean ... I think that I will sort out my stuff here and do just that. Take my book, go get take-out coffee and sit and watch for those dolphins. Yes. That's another reprieve for those weeds