H seems to have crawled in a cave. The rollercoaster is so hard to ride. Just a few weeks ago there were lots of I love You's, kisses and conpliments and phone calls and texts just to check in. Now, all business about our S. He has been going out with guys from work, drinking, probably picking up on other women. I would guess he and OW are in contact again. Who knows. I wish I had a way to know for sure. It drives me crazy. Regardless, he's not giving his attention to me. I feel broken and tired and am having a hard time getting out of bed and going about my day. UGGHHHHH
