Yeah, I'm not very eager to talk to her very much right now. I'm not eager to do anything "for her" right now.
I'm working on my support system. I've talked / emailed with family, but it's hard because they're so upset.
I've got a high-school friend across the country who has been through this, and I'm emailing / talking on the phone with her.
I don't know many friends who can relate to this, actually. People tell me, ask around to get a recommendation for a lawyer, etc. Seriously, I know nobody in my day-to-day life who has gone through this.
W was talking yesterday about finding us support groups - this was a prelude to the "we can't support each other" talk. I kind of shrugged it off. I'm uncertain about finding another counciler now.
Well, struggling today, I'll get me thoughts together. But yes, right now I just want to focus on getting up again. I don't need to talk to her right now.
Crap, every time I DO sit down next to her these days, I get the "Can we talk?" thing.
Well, she did enjoy the baseball game, and we all went to the movies yesterday, she said she enjoyed that. But right now I want to back way off. I can't take anymore right now.
