I wrote H a letter letting him know that I forgive him for what he has done and also asked for forgiveness for the things that I did wrong during our M. I told him that I am opening the door for him if or when he ever wants to return. I felt like something was telling me to do this then I was listening to a CD from rejoice ministeries and Charlene asked does your spouse now that they can come home? That so many S's didn't return for years because they didn't know that they were welcome to return.
I just hope I did the right thing. I did it because I do truly forgive him because he is ill (depressed), and never acted like this before. If anything ever happened to either one of us I want him to know that me and the kids love and miss him. I didn't ask him to come home and didn't beg or plead. Just put it out there. We haven't spoken in months and months only at the hearing on the 3rd and I just told him that D12 misses and loves him.
Need advice here.......do I send it? I feel like God is telling me to send it and it's the right thing to do. And to put my pride aside. Since I have no other way of contacting him.
