WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 11

[confusedinpa]

The part of my anger and disgust is that I had told her that I truly felt that our marriage was not given a true chance. She had said that she had been trying over the last 2 years. Now's it's all BS as she's been cheating for at least the last 2 years. How the heck is that trying!?!?!

I'm just so mad, hurt and upset right now. I think her being so happy and cherry and upbeat last nite really is bugging me. I would love to blow up the picture she had painted to all her friends and family as being the victim with the halo over her head as she escaped an ogre of a husband. I'm not going to as this really does not benefit me now

I do know what I want relative to custody. I know she is expecting me to go for primary custody and I'm sure her lawyer said that will not likely happen. It's really hurting me what she is doing is going to impact the boys. I have to stay focused as they are what's important......