K4D Rising #4

[K4D]

I believe what Wifey said was just taken the wrong way or out of context. I happen to like KJ very much. She called me when I had a major setback and talked to me for a good while when I didn't think anyone should have any reason to talk to me.

Since then she has followed up with me on phone calls and really cares about me and my girls and how we are doing. She doesn't let me get away with things. She just simply approaches them from another angle.

Its nice having people that I can pick up the phone and call or that call me when I am down and out and by myself.

I also spoke to FaithfulH a couple of times and he also helps boost me.

Infact, FaithfulH and Tomato are coming down to Dallas this coming weekend and we are going to be hanging out together again and having a good time. I'm looking forward to that.

Yes I owe where I am today to many people such as 25, Wifey, FaithfulH, CG, DW, A&K, PMA, Tomato, VD, and even though he is kind of hard to take sometimes, lol, Stuck808 also. But also to the many other people that have posted to me and spent time helping me. I can't list them all, but I am sure grateful for them all. And those that no longer post on here as well.

Everyone has different approaches and they all help in their own ways. Some 2x4's are harder to take than others. I think everyone means well. I think that sometimes frusturation just sets in. Believe me, I am the most frusturated with my situation. I beat myself up a lot over the mistakes I make.

I have the hardest time not reflecting on mistakes I make and made. But you have to start building with one lego at a time. I have a couple of legos in place, but many more to go.

Kevin