K4D Rising #4

[K4D]

25,

If you notice, many times when I run across a thread that you have posted on, I tell that person to listen to what you have to say because I think your knowledge, wisdom, and experiance is so invaluable and can help so many people. If I didn't think so much of what you can do to help people, I wouldn't say that to them or ask you if you can help someone that is struggling.

I admit that I am not perfect and I have had my fair share of setbacks. But I think you offer an entire world of help to people who really need it and I am glad you are a poster on DB. I am very glad that your M has been restored or at least is on a very good track to be. I am glad you have figured things out in your life. I am always amazed when I read your stories of different life examples that you give to people. I sit there and think wow, this person has really experianced a lot of different things and can help so many people. And I am glad that you have a heart to help so many people. That says a lot about you.

I am sorry that I have frusturated you. It seems like I have that ability according to my W and others. It isn't deliberate. It just seems to be a big thing I am continuing to have to work on.

I am grateful to everyone on here. Some move through things faster than others. Some have more setbacks than others. Some have more difficult circumstances than others. Either way, we all have feelings of some sort and all want the same goal for the most part. Some just get there faster than others and I am glad when they do. There is nothing better or more rewarding than to have another M restored. In my opinion, that is the end goal or should be on this website. Some think the ultimate goal is to just be happy with yourself. And that is. But after a period of time, that can become empty if you really want to share your life with someone and especially your S.

The single life has never been a desire of mine and never will be. Sure I can go out and have fun and do things and I do. But ulimately coming home every night to an empty house is not going to be very rewarding after a while.

Kevin