Magnificent

[mishka422]

I would wager a guess that it was much better than Nutri System. Not horribly unhealthy either. Not exactly low cal, but it was low in fat. The chops were extra lean and grilled. The marinade is spices and fruit juices and vinegar with only a tiny touch of oil.

I can not stay awake! Barely able to lift my arms, my lids keep closing even though I slept 7 hours last night, and when I stand up every joint in my legs and feet screams. What is that? It's making me freak out a little. It just doesn't seem like it could be the depression alone.

There is a thought running around my head that I think perpetuates my guilt feelings. What right do I have to be depressed? Seriously, I have a roof over my head, food on the table, my son, my mom, my family, a working car, as well as two jobs. I should be grateful for everything I have and I am! So why the depression? Does it just stem from loneliness? If so, how do you combat that? It's not like I don't see my friends and talk to them, I make a supreme effort most of the time to do that. So....why? Can anyone shed any light on this?