I think it is a very wise decision for me to wait till I know for sure 100% that My marriage is over before starting another R with anyone. I dont think its fair to anyone else if I can still say that I might would take him back. One guy that i have become friends with knows this and is very understanding and is just that...a friend.
Sanderika...not much new happening. Roof still isnt fixed...but I just may have to put a ladder up there and do it myself! lol
H is acting the same...Always interested in what Im doing and all. He even has sent me a couple of texts today that said for me to smile and one where he said "hey Beautiful". I dont put much thought to it anymore though...because if I was to ask him what that was supposed to mean he would just say he was trying to be nice....all I said though was thank you. Im not sure what he is up to today...honestly I have given up on trying to figure him out anymore...I know what i really need to hear and see to know that there is a change....him complimenting me isnt it. Its nice to hear and all, but he has told me that before.
ANyway! My kids go back to school tomorrow! Im more excited then they are and they are really excited!! lol. Im just ready to get back on a routine again.
Im hoping to start my exercise routine back too! In the last 3 years Ive lost about 57 pounds! I only have about 2 more to lose to met my current goal!! Im so happy that I have done it! Next goal is only 20 pounds, then thats it!! I will have all off and can start working on just maintaining it...so I will be able to eat a few more things that I like and enjoy!!!
Hope all of you have a great day!!
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
