What does he want?

[cantbreathe]

Thanks Burt. I think you're right. I think that maybe we wouldn't be so fragile right now if I had been able to control myself to stop talking 2 weeks ago. It is very hard to talk or ask questions and get no response - just stares. But obviously that is not working and I have to find the strength to do this. I am working on feeling calmer and acting as if things are fine.

H usually calls me on his lunch hours to touch base for a minute or 2. I will not call if doesn't. I will let him wonder.