That's about all you can do is laugh at this point Dawn.

I can't get far enough away. It seems as though every time I do, here she comes to pull me right back into the insanity.

I can't go there anymore and it is becoming much more difficult to keep my mouth shut while listening to all this craziness from her.

The sad part about all this is that my daughter will be starting school real soon. We have her orientation on Wednesday. I'm trying everything I can to keep this in perspective and stay focused on her in a positive way.

The 4 or 5 months of hardly any contact was wonderful. I should have left it that way. I choose to believe that she was actually sincere. Once again I have been shown otherwise. I guess to be sincere you have to be sane first. I am at the point where I don't know if I will ever be able to believe her again.

Anyway, life goes on. I can't wait to see the kids this week. I've been missing them like crazy.


Don't stand still.