Last night W brought over D11 after more school shopping. I had been grilling out some chicken. W brought in stuff. W and D11 got me a Dallas Cowboys shirt. W said it was from the girls to me. W also bought a water filter for my apartment since my girls don't like tap water and she put that together. She told me that she knows I am probably not impressed with that. I said it is fine.
I offered W a peice of meat and she gladly excepted and ate it. She then told the girls good bye and left after going through the school stuff.
This morning I dropped off the girls at W's house so I could take my car to the mechanic to have work done on it. She is taking them to their first day of school. I told the girls I love them and I hope they both have a good first day and I am looking forward to hearing all about it tonight.
I think it is difficult for me to detach and at the same time not think about her. I think about her because I pray for us and I keep hope alive. So that makes it harder to detach for me.
Kevin
Me 36, W 37 M: 08/02/97 D13, D9 1st Bomb 02/08 Reconciled 04/08 2nd Bomb: 09/08 W filed for D 02/04/09 Separated 03/09 D dismissed 06/09/09 Still separated...