Just Keep Livin' #3

[JKL2009]

This weekend sucked. WAW was a roller coaster. Sat morning she was in a good mood. Afternoon, she broke down and was very harsh and mean. Later, she apologized for acting that way. Sunday was a repeat performance. I say anything to her that resembles a different opinion or opposing view, and she says I'm mean, yelling at her, or a jerk. I'm tired of this and ready for her to be out of the house (if it wasn't for being away from S so much).

I suppose I could look at this as a sign she still is struggling with things, but I don't believe any part of her struggles involves love for me. She blames me for what is happening to her, and has not for one second in the past 4 months plus did anything but dig in on leaving this marriage. Perhaps the fact that she is not joyful and calm about this all is positive, but I'm getting very tired dealing with they way she treats me now.