Detach your emotions from her actions so that they don't hurt you. I remember sandi once telling me to approach my W as if she had a mental illness. That mentality helped me alot in terms of not taking what she was doing personally.
Give that a try.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.