Fair enough....whatever Priya says. One more thing, we all have inner issues. We can decide to put them in a box and deal with them a little bit at a time while dealing with life (aka living) or we can choose to put them at the forefront of our existence....also know as dwelling in the past. Peace and happiness are closer than you think Grasshopper....only you have the key.....when you can snatch the pebble from my hand...
K, I'm sorry I can't offer much in the way of advice or real help. Just remember that I am here rooting for you to pull out of the depression. You know it will pass sooner than later. You have been through all of this before and you know how to deal with it better.
Keep yourself healthy K. Even if you don't want to eat, please just have a piece of fruit or a slice of toast. You need strength so that you don't get sick. Who would take care of your babies if you get ill?
Hugs to you sweetie!
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
The consult with Pryia sounds interesting. What kind of things did you need to tell her beforehand and did she know about your situation or did you just let her go strictly from the chart? Sorry for being so curious...hopefully it won't kill this kat! LOL
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory
Can I finally get some peace and happinness? Priya said (not that much into astrology but she is someone that has been very accurate), if I try to just move forward without dealing with my inner issues it will all come back and bite me in the ass...
So, how much longer do I have to DEAL with issues, damn it!!! Life was so much simplier 3 years ago...
Until the pain is gone...and you can look back without anger, without sadness, and remember that at some point yoiu loved him, but you dont anymore, and you are okay with that.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Kalni, I so wish I could take this off of you to have to deal with. You are strong and you will prevail. And your kidlets will have a strong mother to look to.
Me 45, H 46, S 23, M 26, Together 30, Bomb 6-2-08, S 6-19-08; H left 12-29-08. H home 12-09, Still MLC in 2012! Me- I have my big girl panties on. Bring it.
Kat, she started by saying I am in the BEGINNING of changes.She talked to me about myself and my mom and a few other things I didnt tell her anything about. Then I told her a few things and we continued from there. She went backwards and gave me dates she thought I made decisions ignoring my gut feeling. Guess what? They were all the dates I said I wanted the D and went back on my word. She said I am being taught to NOT close any circles without getting a lesson first.
I asked her a few things and she answered. It was like talking to a C that gave me specific dates to watch out for.
She also said I should quit what I am doing and concetrate on what I do as a hobby, in max 4 months... K
Does what she say make sense? Does it FEEL right? Then I say point yourself in that direction and go! I feel as if I am renewing myself right now. Things that were related to the marriage are dealt with as far as they can be at this point and lately I feel as if months have been packed into days. Just so many new things and positive thoughts.
I hope that renewal comes for you to. Remember the winds of change?
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory
Hey Maria, I wanted to wish you good luck for your talk with Priya, but I was away for 4 days..but it sounded great! I agree, you will be out the other side by October, didnt we say that? There is no harm in consulting someone as experienced as her, afterall, astrological consultations usually are like a C session, but you go straight to the heart of the matter (which you dont always in C, can take weeks/months). So it works out cheaper too!
"if I try to just move forward without dealing with my inner issues it will all come back and bite me in the ass..." I guess she's right. But then, you have to just live through it and you're issues will get sorted out in time? Interesting she pinpointed the dates you made those D ultimatums. I remember imploring you to reconsider at the time.. but then, the outcome is the same anyway. Its sweet FIL wants to try and help you reconcile and shows how much he loves you and knows you have been good for his son. He must feel terribly let down by him and ashamed I expect.
I was looking at resorts near Athens yesterday and stupidly forgot about the fires!! We were going to book to come out in mid September, but is it really that bad? It sounds very bad for you.
Lastly, wow, so she thinks you should concentrate on your paintings and jewellery instead of work?? If you did it full time, you could make money, especially if H is generous in the D, he should be? Thinking of you, Love Al xxx
Me:40! H:37 Together: 12yrs IDLY & left 11/07 ADs 03/08 OW 8/08 Reconciled 05/09 now married! my thread
