BTW - C said that whilst this site was brilliant and she supports it, being here all the time is wrong - it compounds my negative feelings and I am getting too wrapped up in this part of my life. She said that I must GAL more ... even though she understands my circumstances with no-one here, lack of finance etc ...
Tomorrow, it's cycling in the morning and the weeds get it in the afternoon (yes, that old chestnut!). Just pray for good weather now ... my eyes are turning square on this computer. No substitute for a girl-friend and a coffee, I must admit.
*Pulling my hair out* desperate that H still hasn't contacted me but feeling that OW must have gone by now ... Feel sure that he will email tomorrow - or perhaps is he waiting on me. Don't know what to do. I don't want to give in and contact first but then I don't want to ignore him as this has been one of his issues and I have decided through advice here, not to go dark on him or 180 on this point. Anyone - advice please ... ???
WAH 43; W 47 M 16; T 17 Cats 15 & 6 Bomb 27/05/09 ow 28/06/09
"It is only on the darkest night that we see the stars"
