Well, pleasant evening. W really talked a lot to me tonight. She has some freelance work coming up this week and needed my input on a project estimate she has to provide.

I usually head back to bed on a "school night" around 10:00. But, I could sense she wanted to keep the conversation going at that time. So, I hung around, listened, asked questions and answered her questions. Then, around 11:00, I said I was going to turn in. So, I said good night and left her in the den to continue working on her project proposal.

I am going to focus on staying disciplined in my approach towards my W. As much as I want to tell her, ILY, or just walk up and hug her, I won't. I will continue to be positive, funny and patient with her, and all those things plus unashamedly loving towards my two, beautiful children. AND, I WILL BE HAPPY B/C I DESERVE TO BE.

Don't know how this will all play out, but I'm still hanging in there. Trying to coax the kitty to jump in my lap.


Me 43, S11, D7
M13
Bomb 4/20/09
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