Magnificent

[Silent Chrleader]

.....Dang it! I had plans for my time this afternoon but got none of it done because I couldn't stay awake. WTH is wrong with me? Even though I kept trying to stay up and get to work, I still couldn't manage to do it. I feel like I'm dragging through the mud all day, every day. I want to ride my bike, but I couldn't do it. I want to go for a walk....nope, can't do it. Every joint in my body hurts. I have a fear that there might be something really wrong but I can't go find out what it is. And, before you say it, no - there are no clinics anywhere that will accept me. I feel bad too that I keep thinking that I hope it is something horrible and quickly deadly instead of something lingering that will just add to my misery.

Good grief! I don't want to feel this way. It's stupid and ridiculous. Whatever!

It's called depression, Mish...... and it sucks, I know! But, we can't let it get the better of us!!

I am in a similar place emotionally that you are......feel free to call me if you want to talk...... I'm in the "book" (FB that is )

((((((hugs))))))