Hey all, just thought I would check in. No changes really. No contact anyway. Cleaned my apt most of today. Just for something to do. Even let my new puppy play in the mud so I would have to bathe her. I was regretting that about halfway into her bath, still, it kept me busy on a day I would normally just be laying around the house.
Only cried for about an hour, then got back out of bed and made dinner.
How do you handle people, friends esp, that are so.. insensitive to what I'm going thru right now? I don't think they mean to be, but I'm very vulnerable? and am not sure how to respond to some of the suggestions Im being given. Ok some I do, I was quite firm on a few of the less...ladylike ones. (My mom would roll over in her grave!) I don't think going out and filing for a divorce just to "show him" is a good idea. I don't want a divorce and I don't really know what's going on with him. If he needs help then that won't help him. At least I don't think it would.
I have looked thru some posts but havent really seen any thing. I skimmed thru the book as well but I may have missed it,I'm also tired and need sleep. I will look thru it more tomorrow on my breaks.
