he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

im sorry u are so upset, i so know how u feel.

believe me, im not in a "thrilled" position, but i am much better not caring about h anymore.

u will be ok, i promise. if i made it, anyone can!

i think u will wake up one of these days soon and be completely detached and removed. i think for us it just happens that way.

i think towards the end we hang on because we are used to it, but deep down dont really want to.

i think that is why it was so easy for me to really like this new guy and be so ready and comfortable to go out and be with him.

now he is my new project! i really have a post it with a date on it to email him if i still want to.

did i mention he lives across the street from me, when u pull out of my community? its crazy.