he was back, i think

[Sanderika]

Thanks Mdoodles,

I am sure I will be OK I have made it this far.

I am feeling very low......

You are right about H. Of course this is something I understand. He is not the same man. He never will be the same man.

I wish him all the best. I will always love him. I had at least 24 wonderful years with him. We did all our firsts together!!!!! No one else will ever be able to say that!!!!!

I think (I am crying) I really have to move away from all this. I can't live in the downs and lows anymore.

I am going to stop posting tonight and relax. I am so tired.

Thank you so much...

Sanderika