Hi everyone, sorry haven't been able to come online as our internet has decided to go down, very frustrating, so here I am at work.
Well very interesting day yesterday.
After H finished washing car, he came in and asked if I would like to go to lunch, which we did, he kept every so often looking at me, we were both reading the paper as we had always done, I was feeling very relaxed and content. H commented again that there was something different about me and he really liked it.
Once we got home, he announced that he could never deal with anyone else being with me and that each time he sees me he falls in love all over again.
I didn't say anything, I just listened, nodded and smiled. He told me he really liked the new relaxed me and the fact that was smiling a lot. I will leave the rest to your imagination. He then asked if we could go and see our friends that had just finished their golf tournament to catch up with them and see how they went (very unusual as he isn't interested in golf - maybe it is his way of trying). So we did and had a very relaxed evening. He held me in bed for the first time in a very long time.
Oh also, he had his ski out attached to the car to take, he has now put it back in the garage.
I am assuming he will be moving with me on Friday although I have not asked him directly as I don't want to do anything or say anything that is going to send him running again. He did tell our friends last night that we would see them for dinner on Friday night and then we would join them to watch the footy afterwards.
I am still continuing with the relaxed happy me which I admit is not that hard as I think I have found a part of me that has finally accepted that I can't control H but I can control me and my being.
Am I right in not mentioning anything still about our M, should I just let things roll now and wait for him to mention it. Not sure of my next step (still no DR book), I still want to be able to control the situation and I definitely don't want to frighten him off.
