he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

i think u are a strong courageous person too...im laughing that u want my strength when u have always seemed more together than me. i dont know that its about strength or courage, its more about when u are truly done. and i reached it. no one can force u and u cant force yourself.

i heard my friends all along telling me to move on. i didnt want to and wasnt ready to.

now i am. perhaps it was when she was harassing me and he was busy trying to get me to drop the charges.

i think all it will take for u is one more incident to put u over the edge and be where i am.

but u just cant force it. not at all.

its so funny though, im so thinking about that guy i dated a few weeks ago. not about h, the new guy! trying to figure him out now instead of h.

i must like a challenging situation huh