Im still very pissed at her and yesterday i went off on her again. pretty much said everything was her fault and she had no right blamming me, told her she was leaving me and the kids to live off of nothing while she playes asked her how she can even forget her kids ect i really held nothing back. then about 6 hours later she sent me a text after 12:00am saying Im right and she was sorry. i sent a text when i got up and called but still no word from her which is odd. but i guess im still so mad at what she has done to me and the kids i just dont care if i pushed her further away. after all it really comes down to her leaving the kids with nothing while she playes.
so my guess is either she is thinking or she has had enough and it's now my only choice but to go dark and move on with my life and let her be.
the nice thing though is because of the agreement having a typeo she has to come to my town to pick up and drop off the kids if i want to hold her to it. and i might just for the fact she left not me why should i keep doing things to make her life easy when she puts me and the kids through such hard times
