It has been about 4 days of anger towards her. I just can't act anymore that I am happy around her. She kept asking over and over again, what is my problem, what did she do to make me mad yesterday. You would have been proud of me for awhile. I did say it is an insult to ask me that. But I just said I don't know what you want from me--I just walked away. Later that night, my son told me that she talked to him twice(he's 11) about living apart from me in the future. I can't tell you how mad I got. He is going through enough right now. I had to say something that she can't do that to him. My son said, "Dad don't worry, I took care of it. I told her just to worry about now." What woman can be so ignorant. I took the kids camping yesterday, my 7 year old got sick and we had to come home which I told her. He woke up with a fever at 4am just as my wife was walking through the door. What woman goes out till 4am knowing her son is sick. I was so pissed that I just had to say I know you are trying to break me. I know that she told her friend that it would be easier if I cheated on her. I said I did see your letter and I can't believe you only married me because your father approved. I stopped there and left. I know I slipped. But I just can't act happy around her any more when all I have is anger and contempt for her.
Not sure where this leaves me from a DB'ing standpoint. But I just couldn't go on making idle chit chat when she continues to walk all over me.....
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