Psychologically I feel like recent events have set me back two years. I can't stop crying involuntarily and it is so long since I last did that. I'm hoping it's because the actual D is nearing and not b/c of my recent encounter with dating. If it is the latter and this is the level of anxiety it causes me how am I ever going to be able to have a long term R ever again?
Me 43 XH 45 M 2.7.88 Divorce 7.10.09 Kids D20,S17 & D15
