That party is today and I'm still not sure I'm going to it. The more I think about it, I get sweaty palms and start to panic. No idea why! There will be plenty of friends there but I think the subject matter is just making me upset. I don't think I'm going to go. I'll stay home and do laundry instead. Laundry doesn't cause me to think about how alone and unloved I am.
YUCK!
Sorry, just feeling super down today about lots of different things.
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
