WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 11

[confusedinpa]

It was a rough nite sleeping. I kept waking up in cold sweat shaking. I kept dreaming of confronting her as she remained defiant like she was when I confronted her. No remorse. No regret. Just - I told you I want a divorce

I want to punish her but know she will be doing that herself living the path she has chosen. I know I need to stay the high road and not drop into the sewers that she is in. I want to yell and scream at her to make sure she knows what she has done and is doing. Destroying all that she had claimed to love and cherish

I do not want to see her tonite. It is making me sick