Thanks Mac. Spent a good part of today getting caught up on your sitch. It is very inspiring. I am so glad you are here to share. I am keeping my hopes up best I can. Some days are easier than other's.
Picked up a new book today that IS NOT about trying to fix H or marriage, but something to help with S and all the problems he is having dealing with all of this. Thinking it will be good to just focus on him for a bit.
I am tired but can't sleep. I fall asleep and then wake up in the wee hours of the morning with thoughts racing....mostly about OW and other things H has done that are so hurtfull. I formulate and re-formulate what I want to say to him and to her...then realize it will do no good and try to get back to sleep. Again, some days/nights are better than other's. I'm in a down slump but will pick back up. Going to church tomorrow. Always helps
