I'm bored more than anything.... I am doing dance classes 2 nights a week, and Deep Water Aerobics once a week, and have plan to start Yoga once a week. So, I am keeping busy, but I still feel.....blah! I went to a free concert with S18 and my Mom on Thursday, but neither of them really liked the music (acoustic guitar), so we only stayed about an hour. My C suggested a slight bump up in my AD med, and my Dr agreed, so I started that...... I hope it'll help.
Things are going swimmingly regarding interaction with STBXH. He seems more than willing to help with anything I need. I have to say that, short of entertaining the idea of possible reconciliation, he is doing all in his power to "do right by me". I am very thankful for that..... but tomorrow is his birthday, and I sent him a short e-mail simply sayinging that I hoped he had a chance to do something "for him" that day (because he has told me he has to work at a job fair all weekend). He replied that he had plans and thank you..... it still makes me sad..... the distance and loss.
My sister is flying in next week for her annual visit. I am planning to take her with me for an overnight up to the "dream house" to see how things turned out with the work H and GF have done and to get my stuff that's still up there. I know it will be a difficult thing for me emotionally and I am glad sis will be able to be there for support.
Was thinking about going and hearing some live music at a local club tonight...... but didn't want to go alone. My friends all had other stuff going.
Blah Blah Blah.....
TJ
Me45,H49 D24,S18 M26,T28 Bomb 3/19/08 Sep 6/23/08 EA/PA with Secretary 2007-8 3/2009 H moved in w/OW2 7/2009 Let him go w/Love. 8/2009 Legally Sep'd