SHE may not know I backslid, but I certainly did, that phone call was full of neediness and emotion.
After, I reset myself, had a good dinner with my d8, and you know what? It's her loss that she's not out with us, and having a good time with d8 as well, so she can do whatever it is she is doing.
She's not home, looks like she'll be out all night doing something but I am not going to let that bother me. No apologies from me or not going to bring it up any more.
M: 41 STBXW: 41 D: 9 Bomb: 4/26/09
On board the D train now..
"Suffering is when we try to change what we cannot."
