Hi friends,

Still xh wears no wedding band
still no records
3 weeks since wedding?

XH is supposed to tell kids this week..the truth he is M
They will meet OW now Wife?
I told him he can visit with them every other weekend
days no sleepovers yet
he seems rational at least today

So Today..xH came to get kids
He came inside
knocked and walked in..door is usually open
this was the first time in many months he came inside
usually he calls and picks kids up outside
he was NOt angry (also unual)
He sat down and started talking for a while
mainly about business
It was nice
the energy was good between us again
and I felt ok with it
he left after 30 minutes noticing the wood I asked him to cut and get rid of was gone
He asked wheres the Wood?
I said BF took care of it..He said OH and looked stunned and left
he seems like he rerally CANT hear me anyway
like in an ear and right out the other
WE said goodbye
I am pleased that we are talking again
Hope we can continue and start a friendship again
he seemed Normal
I have to watch myself after we emotionally connect I forget how SICK and Gone xh is..
remind me

Well IM off to meet BF
have a great weekend fellow warriors
peace


married 14 years
H 42
bomb 2/07 IDLYA
D final 3 /09
M ow D ow